Open Question: URGENT! Verry upset and depressed, help PLEASE?
Okay so im in middle school and the guy i rly like found out he has lung disease and my dad migght die from an unknown heart condition, Im getting pretty bad grades,stepdad of 11 years is just a f****** jerk. My friends just dont understand and I cant sleep and i feel like crap and probably look like it too, oh and I have a migrane JOY! Please help or im going to start with the waterworks which will only make the migrane worse, its 1:12 am where i am and yesterday i didnt sleep at all >:(
Tue, 23 Mar 2010 04:19:20 GMT
Open Question: Do you like my Alternate Ending to New Moon?
As I rushed up the steps, I could only think one thing, I must save Edward. I couldn?t bare to think Edward could be gone. That I?d never see him again. And that?s when I realized. I didn?t mind that Edward was a vampire. I didn?t mind the danger he put me in. I didn?t mind that some of his family had tried to kill me. I didn?t mind the depression, or fear, or sadness, or anything. It was worth it. All of it. People brushed pass me. Ignoring me. They didn?t know the amount of worry that filled me. Alice followed behind me, the scarf still covering her.
?Are you ok to run?? I asked.
?Yes.? She said, a worried look in her pale eyes.
We picked up speed, everything seemed like a blur. I looked around wildly. Where is Edward? I think. Where?
And then, I hear Alice shriek, ?Oh my God! Edward!? I frantically follow her finger, and see him. I see Edward. I see him standing up by a building. His seemingly hollow eyes are seemingly hollower than ever. I bolt. I run as fast as I have ever ran before. ?Edward!? I yell. ?It?s me! I?m alive! I?m okay!? But he doesn?t hear me, and he doesn?t see me. He only steps forward. Forward into the light. ?NO!? I yell. His pale skin sparkles in the sunlight. ?NO!!!!!!!!? I scream as loud as I can. People look at me as if I?m insane. I keep running up the steps, and my legs are so num, it?s like I?m not even controlling them.
I knew it would happen, I knew it would, but I just didn?t know when. And then it happens, ?Look! That man! His skin!? Someone in the crowd shouted. Tears streamed down my face. Then another person, ?Why is he sparkling like that?? Then more people. More and more people saw him. I was so shocked I almost stopped running, but I kept going. Edward was like a statue. He didn?t look sad, nor did he look scared. He looked like a hollowed out shell, with no soul filling it. ?Edward!? I yelled, breathing heavy.
?Edward!?
And then, finally. Finally. He turned his head. His jaw dropped. ?Bella?? He said softly, a glimmer of hope, for the first time, filling his eyes. I ran to him, reaching him at last.
?Bella. Your alive.? He said.
?But Alice-?
?It doesn?t matter. It just matters that your alive.?
I said, throwing my arms over him. But if only I could have bottled up the amount of happiness I had felt then, if only I could have stayed that happy forever. Volturi guards came up. Grabbing Edward, roughly. One pushed me back, and I fell back. ?No! Let him go!? I said struggling with them. I was no match to them, though. I fell back a second time, even harder. Edward was wiser than me, he didn?t struggle. ?Stop!? I yelled hopelessly. ?You know the rules. A vampire can?t expose himself to the humans.?
The guard said it like humans were a disease, just a worthless, disgusting disease. ?Bella.? Edward said painfully, ?I-I-? But Edward didn?t finish the sentence. He never would. The guards dragged him through the hall. I was about to run after them, when someone grabbed my arm. It was Alice. ?Bella,? She said trying to calm me, ?Bella, it won?t help. Edwards broken the rules. I?m afraid there?s nothing we can do.?
I broke down in tears. ?They?re going to?.they are going to?to-? She put her hand on my shoulder, ?Yes, Bella,? She said sadly, ?I?m afraid they are.? My heart was so broken, and I was so shocked, and sad, that I blacked out.
?Bella.? I heard. ?Bella, wake up, please.? I blinked my eyes open. It was Jake. ?Jacob?? I murmured. It didn?t come out like ?Jabob? though. More like ?Jeehhhuh?.
?Your vampire friend brought you back. She told me everything.?
?Edward?s dead.? I said bleakly.
?I know.? He said softly.
He looked down, as if nervous.
?Bella??
I looked at him, and then he turned to face me. We caught each other eyes. And for the first time, I noticed how inviting and warm they looked. They were not pale, or cold like Edward?s. They were nothing like Edward?s.
?Yes?? I said, ?What is it??
He bit his lip, ?Well? I???
I put my hand on his, ?Finish the sentence.? I said, ?Please.?
He smiled.
?I?I love this girl. She?s really nice, and all. And I feel like I?m in this dream whenever I?m with her.?
I smiled.
?That?s funny. I love this guy. He?s always there for me when I?m sad. He?s wild, like a wolf, but he?s the kindest person you could meet.?
And we stopped talking then, there was no need for words then. He bent down, and we kissed. Time felt endless then.
And as long as I was with Jake, time would always feel endless.
It’s for school. Thanks! 
Mon, 22 Mar 2010 23:01:13 GMT