Heart Flutters

Open Question: Are these Panic Anxiety Attacks?

February 27th, 2010 | by admin | Open Question: Are these Panic Anxiety Attacks?
The umbrella school I attended is refusing to graduate me and has been for almost a year now. They have lied to my mother and I for years come to find out and because of their mistakes they will not give me a transcript or anything.
Every time in the past I feel like calling them my heart starts to hurt extremely bad and I can’t breathe and I sweat.
But now it is so bad I can’t even push the call button. In January I came up with a plan to fix all of this and finally get my life in order. It requires me calling them. This was early January, each night I feel like I can call them and feel fine, however when morning comes I keep telling myself, I need to take a shower, Need to get something to eat, calm my nerves and watch a episode of Two and a Half men. Goes on all day until I finally make my self get ready to call them. Then all those symptoms come up in full force andd I hate them. Like im scared their going to jump through the phone and kill me or something.
Thing is, when I tell myself ahh I will just call them tomorrow whats the difference it is only one more day I fell fine right then. beats anything I ever seen. though I seem to have smaller version of these symptoms when ever I talk to someone I know like a friend who is in collage and he is going on how great it is.
I was also born with a heart Murmur. And I have a extremely lot more stress in my life.
I can’t see a doctor, the only doctor here isn’t great. he lost my file, then he took it to a different town and put it in storage and won’ got get it, been saying he would for years.
My stepmother who lives hours away wont give me the information. And now it is expired and been trying to get new health insurance but there is a problem (of course there would be) so I am without it.
Are these Panic Anxiety Attacks? If so what do i do about them? It is now almost March and I am fed up with this. My life is going down the drain yet my heart has to hurt so bad and the one solution that could potential fix everything? I want to know the logic behind that.
Any ideas?

Thu, 25 Feb 2010 01:15:12 GMT

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