Open Question: Becoming more aggressive and short tempered Why?
For the past 3 weeks now I have noticed that I am getting easily irritated over small things and when i express my anger it is really bad!! Last night was the first time I realised how aggressive I had gotten and I felt so embarrassed.
Last night I went to buy some credit for my phone in a shop, the guy there has my number and I have gone there twice. Anyway I walk away was on my way to the shops when i tried calling my friend and I couldn’t because my phone still had no credit.
I don’t know what came over me, but I wanted to kill that guy! I was literally running, my heart beat was probably over 130 beats per minute, I was sweating and then when i got back to the phone shop the guy had closed. That even pissed me off more I felt like i turned into some kind of wild animal. I started banging on the glass, I banged so hard that it nearly cracked. Then the guy comes out and says the service isn’t working tonight, you will have to wait tomorrow.
I thought seriously that the guy had just gotten my money and didn’t charge my phone on purpose which was why he was closing, but really the service was just not available last night. After about 10 minutes while i was walking to the other shops I thought about what I did and I felt like shit. I was thinking this is not me, that wasn’t me.
I’m usually timid, shy and introverted I imagine myself a year Ago and yes I would be angry but I wouldn’t be running, or banging the glass wall like that.
It’s been happening for almost a month now. When something doesn’t make sense or if something doesn’t go my way I just go off my head like a wild animal. I am starting to really yell so loud and get violent. What is wrong with me?
2. Second it’s not just the anger temperament thing, it’s also that I seem to be in a fast pace all the time. I am walking faster than everyone else, I move very quickly and most of the time I dont even know it until I realise it only took me 5 minutes to finish cleaning the whole house and there I am sweating and panting afterwards.
3. I feel like time is so quick, it’s ridiculous. an hour feels like 15 minutes, 1 minute feels like 1 second. It’s Crazy!!! Half of the time I am chasing after time and the other half I realise I am faster than normal. Is there a time vortex or something like that in the universe?? like time is literally ticking faster than what it used to?
4. I hate mornings, I hate the sun I hate summer. I get pimples and uneven tones on my face and arms if I have to wake up early to do something. Usually I start work in the afternoon which is also why I like this job.
Everytime I am walking out in the sun in the morning or even in my car, I almost feel like I have the Fever?. Has anyone felt like this?
I seriously feel like I am ill and I get so weak during the day.
Where as at night it’s different. I feel fine but it’s hard for me to sleep early. I can’t sleep until after 3 or 4 am. I don’t know why.
IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME? IS THERE AN UNDERLYING DISEASE THAT I MAY HAVE OR SOMETHING?
AM I HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN?!!!
wHAT!!! WHAT?? HELP me!
Well I don’t know but I just had my medical exam and the results were fine. I had just a month ago.

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 06:41:28 GMT

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