Heart Flutters

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February 21st, 2009 | by admin | Voting Question: Various Health Issues / Need Some Advice?
ok well i have not reached my 20’s yet , but uh for about the past year i’ve noticed blood in my spit when my throat isnt dry, because there is more salivility being produced by my body , its really strange because its not like i have a bad cough of any sort , but i have been smoking for 4 years, now the smoking has been getting worse and worse, because of my high anxiety level 2 packs a day, what i want to know is the blood coming from my lungs or my throat, or could it be my heart?? because as i’ve noticed my heart is at 110 bpm at resting level
when i get up and aabout its usually at 130 i dont know if thats because i might have something like heart arythmia or the anxiety , this worsens at night , when i try to sleep, i start to see shit and i feel like hands are on my neck and i start to have these uncontrollable shakes and twitches all over my body to the point were i need a another smoke to calm me down but its not because i want to smoke it makes me sick to my stomach to smoke i literally just chain smoke at night so i can pass out due to the nicotine and not shake i dont take any meds, and i have been clean of drugs for about 6 months not that i did any hard drugs anyways just weed and shrooms could it be some neuron transmitter has fucked up the myelins in my brain and ah shit what shoudl i do , i have been avoiding a doctor for so long, and to top it off theres blood in my semen now
smoking was never an issue though
it just felt like its helped me more than when i didint smoke when i didnt smoke i was a chornic insomniac , i couldnt control my bipolarity and borderline schizophrenia now ive reduced it to just shakes and tremors

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 09:35:23 GMT

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