Open Question: How to finally overcome my fear of diseases?
Before this all started I was your average teenager who didn’t care to talk about all the gruesome diseases in the world and all that stuff.
Now,3 months later i am literally terrified to even talk about any disease what so ever. I got tested for a list of diseases a few months ago,to ease my mind and they all came back negative.
Mind you,I am a 17 year old virgin who has never even kissed a boy,let alone done ANYTHING at all sexual.I do see the irrational part in this,yet the fear of it is so strong i somehow manage to believe that i have a disease.
It’s something everything. Yesterday,it was an ache. Today,It’s my back hurting,or my legs.
I check my glands constantly to make sure they aren’t swollen,I look at any bump on me that might mean something is going extremely wrong,and then i panic. Yesterday I spotted a bump on me and my heart started pounding so hard and i could hardly breathe.
The doctor assured me that I am fine. After running tests,and them coming back negative,why don’t I feel that I am okay?
I am scheduled to see a psychiatrist in a few weeks,but until then..this is driving me absolutely crazy.
What are some tips/helpful advice?
I am very depressed over this. While everyone else doesn’t take me seriously,and tells me to cheer up that i am fine,I find myself in a deep depression thinking that my life is over. I cry everyday and I seriously hate it so bad.
Mon, 08 Dec 2008 21:51:07 GMT
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