Open Question: Why do i hate being high on marijuana?
i dont understand. all my friends enjoy being high and they can smoke constantly. i started smoking a year ago and my first time being high was so scary. i dont know why, but when im high i feel like im gonna die. i just get so paranoid and nervous. i also feel like im doing everything wrong and im embarresing my self or somthing. i constanty laugh at everything at first, but i feel like everyone is staring at me. i cant think striaght . i just hate being high, its a scary feeling for me. when im high all i think about is all the bad things that can happen and i cant wait to get un high. ugh, but i try to tell my friends about this. and they dont understand why i feel like this when they feel perfectly fine. ugh, i only smoke socially so could it be that i dont smoke that often? but i have smoked alot, & everytime im high im scared to death. and its not fun at all. does anyone else feel this way? how do i get rid of this feeling? & could it be that i was born with a heart murmur, is it bad to smoke if you were born with that?

Sun, 24 May 2009 15:42:42 GMT

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