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Open Question: jasper had a funny turn this afternoon?

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Open Question: psychic signs or warnings, please help?
Im sorry for the long message/question, but if you can help me in any way or tell me who I can talk to about this I would really appreciate it.
Ive never had a psychic experience, but early this year I began to see 911 every time I look at the clock, or just randomly see it places. very shortly after i had a falling out with my parents, my 2 year old dog choked on a bone and died the day after our falling out, now they are getting a divorce. Shortly after that i noticed that my nieghbors street address is 911. Since then I have had a trail of bad luck severe depression and paranoia. the 911 never goes away. (i dont see it as bieng related to the events on Sept. 11th, but more as a warning) I have also had some sleep walking, one instance I found my self standing over my work phone in the middle of my room at 3 am when the phone rang for a death call (i answer phones for a funeral home, which btw is not very busy). After that my breaks went out on the highway, nothing bad happened to me…but that same day the girl who worked at my funeral home previously and lived in my room previously died in a tragic car accident. I dont like reading into things, but this past year has been just plain wierd and ironic. My radio turns on randomly, my fan changes from slow to fast for no apparent reason. I have a constant feeling that something even worse is about to rear its ugly head. I no I have not been the best person, maybe I am paying for all my wrongs. I am curious as to what is going on but too afraid to figure it out. Yesterday my fortune cookie said “be on the lookout for upcoming events, they cast thier shadows beforehand!” and on the other side the chinese word was “disease”. I dont no if I am seeing signs, or someone is warning me. But I feel like whatever is wrong, it is too late. I go through this daily, the feelings are very strong. Also a couple of years back after an episode of alcohol poisoning, where my heart stopped and a few days of induced coma, I experienced what seemed like nightmares even though i was awake-Laying in bed, eyes open but cant speak or move, 3 demonic dark green like shadow faces hovered above me and were all talking fast, I could make out one sentence where they said over and over that they were going to kill me, during that time I felt like i was being smothered and choked, almost like a strong heavy pressure on my chest making me sink deep into my bed. when i was able to breath, i gasped for air, and my throat felt sore afterward— Something is happening, and I dont know how to go about it..subtle signs are not enough for me to know what direction to take and/or if me and the people i love are in any danger. I just want this dark cloud to go away. I dont no you and you dont no me, but I was hoping that you could send me in the right direction (please dont say the mental hospital).
Thanks for your time

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 21:33:45 GMT
Open Question: jasper had a funny turn this afternoon?
hi jasper has hcm his vet said a year ago he only has about 6 months to live well he visited a couple of weeks ago and his vet was very pleased with him he is on fortekor which is keeping him stable, today he came in from his usual walk round the garden, he was a little bit sick with grass, then his breathing was really hard and fast, he sounded like a stream train, he was streching his neck out obviously to open his airways, this lasted for about 5 minutes then he started breathing normally, again, at first i thought he had gone in heart failure, this is the first time this has happened, is this normal for a cat with a bad heart, his heart murmur was first noticed 4 years ago,

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 19:02:48 GMT

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