Open Question: Just found out that I have Bipolar 2.?
I am a 26 year old male that just found out I’m bipolar. I am having a hard time with this. I have a family history with this disease. I am a functioning person, with a great job, house, wife, dogs, great family, etc.
I am having a hard time with this because my first reaction is to push my loved ones away from me. I don’t like hurting them because I hurt on the inside. I am having a hard time too because I am not sure if being married is right for me. I love her with all my heart, but I feel I don’t know myself. I don’t know what I want. I feel like she has helped me become who I am, but I feel disconnected. She does nothing wrong I just feel we are two different people. I can’t hurt her because of my own selfishness on wanting to find myself. What should I do? Is it fair to keep her in my life if I’m not sure if I want her in it? I hate that I think this because she is an amazing person and is willing to be with me and put up with my problems. I just don’t know what I want because I’m scared of myself. I hate that I have this, but is learning to cope with my disease.
This is all new to me and I want serious answers please. Is this weird that I feel like this?
It all started in high school. I’ve gone to the doctors and they all said either depression or ADD. I do have them, but bipolar is the major problem. I am not a crazy. I am just having a hard time because I want to find myself. I have a therapist, but I keep all this to myself. I just want to be happy and I don’t think being married is what I want. Is that weird?
haha nice. I just got a guy to say kill yourself! then delete it. It’s not like that man. I always thought it was stupid, deal with it, snap out of it, but until u have something like this you cannot say that stuff. Wait until you or a loved one has a mental illness and then you can make a comment like that. More people have a mental disorder than you think. Some people are just good at hiding it better than others.
I haven’t started with the medication yet. Still working on what she want to put me on and what dose. Does it seem to help being on medication? How does it make you feel?
Sun, 04 Oct 2009 06:25:53 GMT
Open Question: Question about a heart murmur and a dog?
if a puppy has heart murmurs and then as an adult the dog no longer has them, is there anyway you can tell that they’ve had them before if they are no longer present in the dog?
My aussie had heart murmurs as a puppy but now that she is 5 she no longer has them, is there any way to prove that she once had them as a puppy?
Sun, 04 Oct 2009 00:32:11 GMT
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