Open Question: please help! girls only. would you stay with him (kinda of long, sorry :/)?
i don’t know what to do about my boyfriend. i don’t know if i want to stay with him or what.
i’ve even find comments on another girls Myspace page trying to get her number.
my two biggest problems with him though are one: his simple-mindedness & ignorance. see, my first name is a boys name, but he knows me by my middle name (which is a girls name). & one day in school one of his friends was talking to him about his new girlfriend, who has a guys name too. & my boyfriend was like “wtf dude? are you gay? you dating a boy?” he said that right in front of me, & it hurt my feelings. it makes me think that if i went by MY first name then he wouldn’t want to be with me. & i’ve told him that when he makes fun of my name it hurts my feelings, yet he’ll go say stupid things like that right in front of me.
& the 2nd reason is that he’s had sex with ALOT of girls. i’m scared he has something (like a disease).. but even if he doesn’t i’m just not into guys who have had sex with alot of people, & i don’t think sex with me would mean anything to him & that i’d be just another girl he’s done it with.
another thing is he’s white & i’m mixed & one day he was making fun of this black girl about her black features on her body & what he doesn’t know is that i have some of those features too, i AM half black. i feel like he’s not going to be able to accept these things about me.
but he’s SO sweet to me, he’d do anything for me. we get along so well. i’ve never had a boyfriend who was soooo sweet to me. & he plays with me, like he loves to pick me of in the air & twirl me around or “bench press” me (he’s really strong! lol) or pick me upside down. & we have SO much in common. & i absolutely ADORE his family, & that’s why i can’t leave him. & i can’t because his last girlfriend really broke his heart & he said he’s scared i’m going to do that to him too. i promise him i wouldn’t & i KEEP my promises. but these problems i have with him really bother me…
what would you do? would you stay with him or not?
Fri, 11 Jun 2010 20:56:01 GMT
Open Question: Opinions on this poem?
Some constructive feedback would be really helpful!
Death of a Perpetrator
I turned around and there was death,
He took my hand, then took my breath,
I felt his touch, cold and harsh,
As he took the murmur of my heart,
I felt his whisper against my cheek,
As he took my final beat.
My sense was weak, my mind was hollow,
I pulled away, yet still I followed,
With death by side and a prospect so bleak,
I slowly crept into a soundless sleep.
I felt his grip against the knife,
As silently he took my life,
I felt their pain, I heard them cry,
Before the grave in which I lie,
I see them mourn, I hear them weep,
Before the ground in which I sleep.
I behold the shadow of he who lived,
Who took my life as I took his,
With death I lived and a death I died,
A revenge so bitter from the other side,
I left the world, now sweet and pure,
Innocent, untainted, as it was not before.
I see it now, so fresh, so bright,
The beauty of day, the silence of night,
All I have lost, as he took my life,
The power of death and his bitter bite,
So, as death took me, I?ll take his knife,
For now it is my turn to take a life,
They who mourn, and they who weep,
Will follow me into a silent sleep.
I?ll take their hand then take their breath,
I?ll steal their life, for I am death?
Thanks for the nice comments!
& yes, of course you can - Rosie B. x
Fri, 11 Jun 2010 12:10:23 GMT
