Open Question: Why am i like this?????????????????/?
Hi, I broke up with a guy 2 weeks ago and we dated a week, before that I dated a guy 2 months and I fell madly in love with him and we broke up 2 months before I started dating the 1 week guy. The guy I dated a week broke up because I was moving and we wouldn’t be able to see each other anymore and long distance isn’t fair. The guy I dated 2 months broke up with me because he thought I dated someone else and hated how much his friends hate me Me and the 1 week guy get along like we used to and me and the 2 month guy still have problems, I walk past him and if he sees me he’ll make a joke like: Ha ha look here she comes probably looking for her next victim or he’ll murmur Sh*it ! under his breathe. I feel like laughing every time the 2 month guy gets in trouble but I feel like hugging him as well, I blush and feel ashamed every time I walk past him or see him. I try and not bump into him or pass him in the hallways, but he always seems to bump into me still. I hate the constant jokes. He walked over to the guy sitting next to me the other day with a couple of his friends, one of his friends asked me if I still liked him and he turned and looked at me and started making jokes about how sad and pathetic I was. I turned my head to my friend and said No and felt like my heart had stopped and every bone in my body had disappeared. The guys face seemed like it turned to a moment of sadness and disbelief, but then lightened up with another joke about me. His friend started to defend me while the other 2 made jokes, but that’s only because we get along okay. THe 2 month guy constantly says he hates me and every time he does I feel like crap and crying but I don’t know why. It’s like my heart turns stone cold. When the guy I dated a week says he fancies someone else I didn’t like him that much but I always blush and shiver like I do with all my other ex-boyfriends. Does anyone know why I feel like this towards the guy I dated 2 months and why I feel that way about all my ex-boyfriends?

Thu, 13 May 2010 17:53:16 GMT
Open Question: i have so many symptoms, i cant tell which is worth worrying about and what to do about them. help?
im gonna start with about three months ago. i had the flu for about 4 days and i had pains in my mid right stomach which turned out to be a kidney infection(March 21st, i went to hospital for the pain) because im prone to Urinary Tract Infections. Doctors put me on cipro for a week but i never followed up on it. During that week and the week after i had a really bad cough, waking up coughing up my lungs for 30 mins. Then about a month later, i was having difficulty swallowing and refused to eat much for three days, plus i was smoking a lot of weed. After those 3 days i had an anxiety attack and called an ambulence and was taken to the ER on but they only gave me oxygen and i was sent out. Then i was having bad heart burn and self diagnosed myself and have gotten agreements that i have GERDS (Gastroesophugeal Reflux Disease). Doctors also suggested that i have anxiety and should see a physiactrist. I havent. Now its about two weeks later and my symptoms just keep adding up. Im having back pains around my spine inbetween my shoulder blades, pain in my neck, tenseness of muscles, shortness of breathe, difficulty swallowing, and numbness in my right hand. I went to a chiropractor yesterday and got an x-ray done. I have two curvitures in my spine close to my neck and inbetween my shoulder blades which can be causing a lot of my symptoms. But just last night(May12th2010) i think i formed a blood clot in my middle finger on my right hand, it was a sharp pain and a sudden small red dent formed, this morning i woke up and my whole right hand was completely numb and took about ten mins to revive, im still having a hard time breathing and im having pains throughout my neck and back, last time i ate something was yesterday morning but im afraid to eat because swallowing is hard and the pains are worse after i eat. I dont know if this is all so serious but it seems to be getting worse and worse as the days go on and im worried about my health but dont know what to take care of first. Ive already quit smoking about a month ago and the last time i drank was cinco de mayo but not enough to get wasted, only a few beers. Im not sure what to do to feel at least a little better or if anything from the kidney infection could have made my health worse, help?

Thu, 13 May 2010 15:04:16 GMT

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